Docs from assbach, tagged "myself"

we've forgiven you

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 13:20:49 +0000

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...so forgive yourself.

i'll keep on bending till i break

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 13:20:49 +0000

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for the light to enwrap me.

Was von den Wolken übrig blieb

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 13:20:49 +0000

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...not much left to feed upon

kiddie me - collage

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:56:26 +0000

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upload for Ma and this group: www.ipernity.com/group/68170

Tarzan me

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:56:19 +0000

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lil me

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:56:17 +0000

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#347: Learning to live

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 16:24:00 +0000

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funny with that fuzz in my face :DDD

18 to go

#315: Within the hardwood and the ceiling

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:23:43 +0000

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I found a way to be sad without being depressive.
There are even ways to cry without being sad.
And I wish they would accept that.

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nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:46:34 +0000

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from the same set as this one.

dianetics seem to have failed for some reason

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 19:03:05 +0000

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Don't tell me what i feel

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Tue, 15 Apr 2008 20:54:30 +0000

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#053: Life ain't a sofa

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Fri, 07 Dec 2007 12:49:13 +0000

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Attention: This is getting loud!

a little explaination:
well, it might look funny,yes and it is in a way but there's more to this.
unfortunately the details are too small to recognize.
the music doesn't seem to fit the silent peaceful mood of the video but it DOES fit concerning me. It's about my inner fights, me against me, the opposites, contrast, silence vs loudness, peace & quiet, work and trying to sleep, rest and travel on, barriers, boundaries, schizophrenia, love and hate. if you want to understand listen to the music closely, or rather read ... it's from one of my alltime favorite bands 36crazyfists. interpret or not. most of you know i need to express like this from time to time, usually i don't exlain cause i want the people to see what they need and want to see, to make their own picture and not destroy that by telling them what to think. and i will now stop explaining more and go into no more details.

technical notes:
this was harder than it seems. i had this idea in mind for a few days now, but didn't find the mood and time to do it. i always have to feel like doing the things i do, if not i'll fuck 'em up right from the start. i used finalcut and a soft mask, but the lightconditions changed during the recording so it was hard to make it look good, it doesn't look perfect i know, but it's my first attempt of that kind. i guess more will follow. it's a continuous 3 minute video that i cut into two pieces and put a mask on.

if you've read so far, thanks for taking time!! :)

have a great weekend
you won't see me around here for the weekend, so see you on monday.

#019: Grimaces

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Sat, 03 Nov 2007 14:56:07 +0000

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This was supposed to be a joker-face makeup :)
The girls are having a belated halloween party with everyone in costumes and scary decoration around.
This inspired me to grab the cam and practice some facial expressions. spontaneous.... one take only. :)

#173: Saw 3

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Fri, 07 Sep 2007 13:33:01 +0000

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I was watching "Saw 3" on friday. Mhm, it's not such a good horror movie, too brutal in some scenes ( yes, i am getting old, i told ya ) and with some goofs. Saw1 was the best by far.
Anyways, since my son got a funny toy saw/grinder for his birthday i thought it was fun to do this sequence. Three in row, part three.... etc.

These shots were taken at friday nite wen i came back from cinema. I uploaded my latest 365 SPs today because of a lack of time and motivation.

#219: at the busstop

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Fri, 07 Sep 2007 13:28:01 +0000

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i just set the timer of my cellphone cam, put the thing on the little wall on the ground you see here and pushed the button, went away... one take. some luck...
i like it.

old upload from 365 that was missing here

#062: some old friends

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:50:01 +0000

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Perzonal War were playing live yesterday at Bonn Brückenforum. I met about 10-20 old friends over there. I been hanging around with these guys every single day about 15 years ago. The time when I was also in a band as a singer... Three of the four in this picture were in a band called "basic melange", Tobias (Emp) on the left was playing guitar and main songwriter. Sascha (Schröpke) behind me on the right was our bassplayer and is still active in several bands. Holger in the middle is also making music in a band called "disfunction" but he was not a member of our band.

Some of you already know some of the songs and lyrics.
I will get back on that topic (my band) later in the 365days project... if you're interested that is.

I was planning to make a shot with Perzonal War (also friends of mine since over a decade) yesterday as my SP for the group, but they were so busy backstage, that I saw them after 0.00... But they were filming for a DVD with some Cams and since I was jumping and shouting their songs as a real fan in first row and must have captured me in the crowd, i will post that part of the video when the DVD is out to give you a good laught seeing me...

Here are some pics from the gig yesterday. Low quality because i used my mobile.

#061: twisted connections

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:50:01 +0000

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Day 61/365:

I am steadily trying to balance my real life (yes, i have one) with the virtual and digital life here at flickr* trying to find enough time for both. Trying to satisfy every part of it and everybody involved. This ends up in twisted thoughts and feelings sometimes. I could need some good time-management or someone that tells me how to really make this twist a strong withstanding assembly. :-)

Just wanted to illustrate that in some way ;-) ...

One thing is clear, through flickr I learned a lot already that I can "use in real life", partial self-trust, a bit of self-confidence, optimized communication, improved english in parts, get to know friends** from all over the world, find tipps concerning art, design and photography... I know that sounds very geeky and nerdy and as if i wouldn't have that in real life. But so what, it's a fact and it feels good. And btw. I do have all that in real life also. But you know, sometimes it seems that you need strangers to tell you things, to convince you of something. Someone with a distance...

* to be honest, it' s not only flickr, but my jobs and all that
**yes i mean that term.

#060: exit sandman (aka "wake the f*** up now!")

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:50:01 +0000

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...the alarm clock woke me up at 06:30 a.m. today. I still feel asleep.

Hope you all feel fresh and alive.

#058: me. today.

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:47:01 +0000

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#057: Ilumihedz spotted again

nobody@ipernity.com (assbach) — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:46:01 +0000

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You won't believe but I saw them ... here's another breed, another photographic evidence. I already told you it's not the size of the head that matters.
You just better dug, Hide out now! I was lucky to escape when my shot irritated them for a second. No Friday, no fun folks.

This one came in peace
and i was already worried about the presence of this descendant.
But I guess NOW we have no time left for
They looked hungry and they were huuuuuge!